and so i turn 21.

finally, im officially an adult, even though i doubt i act like one. there was so much build up to the big day and i cant say im disappointed. in fact, it turned out to be one of the best nights/best party ive ever had.

it was totally random but i had my party at Macdonald's (: a full-on kids party but my theme was celebrity skanks and hoes. haha, now aren't you proud of it. i went as paris hilton/mary-kate olsen depending.

and i love this picture.look at us! it's pete doherty, Mary-kate Olsen and Kate Moss. Seriously I am so proud of you guys! Moses, you totally surpassed my expectations and Nicole, man, ure working it girl! They win best-dressed hands down (:

I especially love Moses's impression of Pete Doherty, just see:

and this:it's almost the same. MOSEY! (:
I love LOVE the outfit (Moses's!), the tweed fedora, the wooly trenchcoat, a simple blue stripped shirt with an open collar and a tie hung ever so casually, and skinny jeans that arent GLUED to his ankles but rather, hangs nice and snug around his hips. Seriously dude, you totally impressed me that day. And better still, you don't look stoned and washed out like Pete is. haha. good job!
although i think in this picture he was trying to do an impression of pete's classic drugged-out face, hence..this. but more importantly, let's focus on nicole!
Now this girl here has totally evolved, from the likes of specs and long hair, she's totally hot stuff now. ooh. and her kate moss impression was spot-on.
first, the classic head band, then there's the jacky-os, the wooden chunky bangles, an embellish tunic top with black ankle leggings (sorry for the cropped picture! this was the best one i could find), the casual canvas messenger bag and round toe mary janes (oh so cute, i wished i could show u guys, dammmit!). it spells of kate moss's casual chic and glam without trying too hard. you guys make a great couple, pity you guys couldnt work things out. kate moss and pete doherty i meant. HAHAHAHA.

i, on the other hand, was in my skank outfit full on. i had initially gone for the paris hilton, just woke up from my boyfriend's place kinda look. but most of them insisted i was like mary-kate with the red nails and lots and lots of accesories, so yay. haha
i was wearing my brother's white shirt, and a black belt cinch at the hips. it was so skanky, i got killer stares just walking into the vicinity of mac's because i guess it was a family place and indecent exposure isn't condoned. but hey it's my party i can do whatever the hell i want.

all in all, it tops every party ive had or been to, ever.

but now that the day is over, it's hard to grapple with the fact that i am 21. it's a big deal, and i still havent figured out what i really want to do with my life. that scares me alittle. but yet there is something exciting about this uncertainty. we'll see (:

but i just want to tell every single one of my friends, that i love you guys. you guys make my life worthwhile. truly, from the bottom of my heart. xoxo

and i miss u mary(: